29-30 agustus 2008 misunderstanding?
gue bingung sama kehidupan yang udah berjalan 16 tahun ini. sebenernya sih lebih ngebingungin pas gue udah bisa ngerti perasaan orang lain dan diri gue sendiri.
posting gue yang berjudul bulan agustus itu sepertinya membawa sial hidup gue ke depannya. or may be itu cuma halusinasi gue aja sepertinya.
tapi liat dong what’s next after posting?
gue bahas satu satu ya. tapi beda posting. ini buat yang 29-30 agustus dulu.
malem malem,, gue lagi bobo. lalu ada sms di hape gue yang bergetar, dan getaran nya membuat gue emosi bangun bangun. dengan mata kebuka sebelah picek picek ngucek ngucek belek yang ganggu penglihatan mata gue untuk melihat gue ngebaca sms yang isinya luar biasa panjang banget tapi gue belum bisa ngecerna itu isi sms. dan ahirnya gue cuma bisa membales dengan tanda tanya (?). wow pasti sakit ati itu orang. hehe maaf ya sayang abis lo sih sms gue malem malem. ahirnya gue sadar itu dari pacar gue. haha. lagi lagi gue cuma bisa mangap baca sms dia.
sedih banget gue baca sms dari dia. gue kasian sama dia. ahirnya di capek juga ngadepin gue yang ngediemin dia kayak gitu. maafin gue ya. tapi sedih juga gue diputusin. haha. kita impas dah. waktu itu gue yang mutusin, sekarang lo yang mutusin.
gue salah sih sama lo ngga bilang bilang mau ngediemin ataupun ngehindar, iya iya iya iya gue salah dan sekarang gue juga udah depet kutukan dari lo. (next posting). gue juga terlalu banyak ngarep dari lo yang diem aja itu. gue ngarep lo ngajak jalan duluan. gue ngarep lo bisa jemput gue di sekolah. lo kan libur lama banget sampe september. iya gue tahu lo kuliah. lo sibuk. lo lagi ngurusin maba. tapi gue salah ya? ngarep perhatian dari lo yang kayak di atas tadi gue sebutin? iya sih gue salah, gak bilang apa yang gue harapin ke lo.
yaudah sih udah terjadi yasudah. gue juga ngga mau ngelarang ini terjadi. lo cowok baik pasti dapet cewek yang luar biasa baiknya daripada gue. oke sayang. oiya waktu lo ulang tahun kado nya udah gue bungkus noh. tapi karena kita udah putus dan kayaknya jarang ketemu ahirnya gue buka lagi itu kado. maap ye sayang. yang tersisa dari kenangan sama lo cuma wewa. makasi ya. foto foto kita pan udah ilang. eh ngga denga masih ada fotobox nya sama foto terjadul dari gue. wakakakak. 
oiya ini ucapan happy birthday buat lo sayang, tapi gue robek kagak jadi. hehe. malah jadi hurt day. sekali lagi maafin gue yah sayang. makasi buat semua kenangan selama tiga tahun berapa bulan ya, aduh gue ngga sempet ngitungin. maafin gue yang udah nyakitin hati lo. untukpertama kalinya gue ngerasain pacaran sama lo. pertama kalinya gue tahu rasanya. dan pertama kalinya gue tahu rasanya diputusin. haha. makasi buat semua nya. gue sayang sama lo. dulu. sekarang? mungkin masih. gue sendiri juga bingung sama apa yang gue tulis di sini. SEMUANYA. makasi sayang. :*
masa pas gue cerita ini ke papi di sekolah, dia bersorak bahagia kenceng banget. seneng banget dia. kata papi biar gue sekarang belajar dulu. ah si papi ngeselin nih ekspresinya. hehe. i love you papi ! 
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Citora wrote:
oiya ini ucapan happy birthday buat lo sayang, tapi gue robek kagak jadi. hehe. malah jadi hurt day. sekali lagi maafin gue yah sayang. makasi buat semua kenangan selama tiga tahun berapa bulan ya, aduh gue ngga sempet ngitungin. maafin gue yang udah nyakitin hati lo. untukpertama kalinya gue ngerasain pacaran sama lo. pertama kalinya gue tahu rasanya. dan pertama kalinya gue tahu rasanya diputusin. haha. makasi buat semua nya. gue sayang sama lo. dulu. sekarang? mungkin masih. gue sendiri juga bingung sama apa yang gue tulis di sini. SEMUANYA. makasi sayang. :*
uuh kado buat citora masih ada ngga ya?
*ngebuka lemari penyimpanan rahasia*
*menemukan setumpuk surat-surat lama yang dikumpulkan sejak tahun pertama, kotak surat, potongan kotak sepatu Puma, kantong kresek centro beserta kertas kado yang isinya bermacam-macam, mug happy valentine, serta kaos coklat*
ada nih
Regretful? Yes, of course it is.
But it is how it should be. Thanks for the memories
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